Change of address

But Jesus said, “Let the little children come to me and do not hinder them, for to such belongs the kingdom of heaven.”
-Matthew 19:14

Zachary belongs to the kingdom of heaven. Except that he belongs to me also. I wasn’t ready for him to change his address.

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I didn’t get enough time with him. 21 years isn’t nearly enough.

“I don’t believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don’t know how

Because maybe
You’re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You’re my wonderwall”

I miss you and this grief is nearly killing me but in the end it will be you and memories of you that save me. You will forever be my wonderwall. And I will figure out how to be your mom even though we are in different dimensions. 




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