Today marks 11 months of life without you in it. It doesn’t seem possible that I could survive this long, but somehow I have. I guess this marks the end of counting months and from here forward we will count the years. I would give anything to have you back again. I would do anything to have just one more conversation with you. There are so many things I wish I could tell you. I have watched the DVD of your Celebration of Life countless times; every time I wonder if you saw it. Did you see the crowd that gathered to remember you? Did you hear all the people that spoke about what an inspiration you were to them? Did you hear all the love pouring out for you? Did you see the ocean of tears wept for you? Did you feel the actual hearts as they were breaking for you? So many months gone by with still so many unanswered questions. And so many years looming before me to ponder the unanswered until I get to see you again on flip-side.
I love and miss you more than words, Mom