The moments I miss you the most are hard to explain. If I see a movie or a video game that I know you would have liked, I hate that you aren’t here. When I hear a song by Korn or Disturbed that I heard you play on your guitar it sends a sharp pain through my heart. Deep in the night, when I wake up you are no longer in your room doing your night owl stuff and I feel lonely. Every summer when the rest of the clan would go to the lake or go camping, it was just me and you (the non-outside people). When they go now, I am truly alone and I miss you more than anything. I can’t tell you what I would give to see your face, or hear you laugh, or feel you hug me. I love you kiddo.