Somehow I mistakenly thought that losing you was the end of trauma in my life. I now know there is no limit on bad things happening to a person.
Life is once again trying to drag me under. Please forgive me for the days I haven’t said your name out loud. It doesn’t mean I am not thinking of you.
You know I am a survivor and I will fight this battle until the bitter end. I don’t know what tomorrow may bring but I know I will handle it to the best of my ability.
If you have a way to pull any karmic strings for me please do, I am weary. The universe is proving to me what I said long ago–this world is just too mean for you to live in and that is way you had to go.
Love you forever,